Jun 7A pledge for freedomEvery morning at 8 AM I get a reminder from the I Am Sober app to do my daily pledge. Even though counting days does not mean that much anymore, except for the big milestones like 100 days, the pledge is still meaningful to me. I thought I would share…Mental Health2 min read
May 28100 DaysI love this quote from Rupi Kaur, When you’re feeling that low, every part of you, to its very core, tells you you will never, ever, ever feel better. And it’s hard to disagree with that gut because I’m somebody who trusts her gut very much. Because of my gut…Meantal Health5 min read
Apr 18On being true to ourselvesIn today’s world, it feels like our every move, word, and even our thoughts are being judged. The way we look, what we have and have not is constantly being measured against some artificial standard. The constant judgment, feeling like we have to prove ourselves over and over again. Our…Mental Health3 min read
Apr 10Exploring the emotions of anger and sorrow with RumiFrom time to time, we all experience emotions of anger and sorrow. Sorrow does not always visit us due to the loss of a loved one. However, in recent times the well-being of our planet can cause desperation to engulf us. Seeing the suffering of innocent people and children can…Rumi3 min read
Mar 27Stress! Can we learn to live with it?Your heart is racing, your hands and feet are tingling, your mouth is dry, butterflies in your stomach, tunnel vision, your entire being screams to getaway. Sound familiar? The above could be what you experience standing in front of an audience or a full-blown panic attack. Do you constantly feel…Addiction6 min read
Mar 21NumbToday I am 31 days sober. So I should be pretty happy with myself, and, to be honest, I am. But, for the last week or so, I have had this constant feeling. No, wait, that is not quite right. It is the lack of any emotion that has been…Recovery3 min read
Mar 20In a fight with yourself, everyone losesI listened to the latest episode from the “This is actually happening” podcast. The episode is titled “What if you had three different faces?”. It features Grace Hartman telling how symptoms that seemed like the flu spiraled into an illness that completely upended her entire life. I do not listen…Sober Living4 min read
Mar 19It’s a tribal thingWe human beings are social creatures. We always have been, always will be. Now, don’t misunderstand social in this context. I am not implying that everyone is secretly an extrovert. Instead, in this context, I am referring to the fact that we all crave social connection. The need for social…Mental Health3 min read
Mar 12Is light drinking better than no drinking at all?I have now been sober for 23 days. I have read about the health benefits of light drinking but have also heard that it might not actually be a thing. To satisfy my own curiosity, I decided to turn to a website I trust and do some research. …Sober Living5 min read
Mar 9A documentary, sugar and a quoteAfter it being recommended in Tim Ferriss’ 5-Bullet Friday newsletter, I started watching The River Runner on Netflix. I am so glad I did. It is a story of Kayaking, cancer, life choices, and changing one’s perspective, all focused around the main character of Scott Lindgren. Alcohol, and the abuse…Sober Living3 min read